Another Special Life in Christ
These testimony lives are not stories of "role models". Jesus is the
These are lives wonderfully touched & changed by Jesus!
Terry Dean, a long distance
"My name is
Terry Dean. I just got done with a 5 year 9 month ministry of driving long haul [big truck]
and witnessing across the country. I will never be the same. I am married [30 years]
and have 3 kids. In this profile I hope to bring some things to your attention and also give
a little information on who I was before this great visitation and how it changed
After this visitation happened I wrote it down immediately and it has
not changed, I had the spelling corrected but the events are still the same as from the beginning,
It is important for all to know that I did not see God, I seen a vision of what God wanted me to
see only, like Moses seeing the burning bush, Moses did not see God he only seen what God wanted
him to see in his vision, if Moses or myself or anyone else seen God we would be dead just from the
Now before I had this vision I was a timid and shy man. I believed in
God but would never witness, only if the subject came up and I was totally comfortable with who I
was around at the time, but I would almost never just walk up to someone that I did not know and
say do you believe in God, or do you believe in the lord, or do you believe in Jesus, but after my
visitation and vision happened I am a whole different man altogether. For example, I will be in a
line at a Mc Donald’s restaurant and I will witness to the people in front of me or the people
behind me, but 90% of the time I would strike up a conversation about God or the lord Jesus. I
would witness to all I came in contact with because I felt God had place me there with them for a
reason. There is no coincidence with God, there is a reason for everything that happens so I would
witness and witness.
After this vision happened I went long haul with my truck driving
career. I drove all over the USA witnessing day and night, sometimes just a simple do you believe
in God would turn into an hour or two of talking and witnessing to people. This went on for 5 years
and 6 months. I would take my home time normally after being out on the road for 4 to 6 weeks, but
sometimes I would be out for 12 weeks or longer. When I would get home to my family it felt so good
to be home. I would be witnessing to someone and if somebody walked up to me and the person I was
talking to I would say we are talking about the lord so you can join in if you want to but we are
not going to change the topic from the lord, and that person would either start talking with us
about God or say ok and walk off. So I was very different from the way I was before this
visitation, he gave me power and a boldness I never knew before.
And it was so cool to see and feel the holy spirit working threw me,
he would say things I would never say because he knows all things, it was like I was setting in the
background watching him talk threw me. It cannot be explained or expressed where a person can
understand it unless you have experienced this yourself, but I would feel his power go right threw
me. If you haven’t felt this you haven’t felt real life, and if you haven’t felt his love you
haven’t felt real love because he is love and love comes from him only. He is the well of life and
if you have not drank from this well you haven’t known life. So if you want to know real life ask
of him and he will give you the living water, his Holy Spirit. All are welcome to drink for free,
and this is something you cannot go to anyone for. You cannot go to a preacher a priest or a
minister for, they do not have it, they can only point you to who does have it, God himself, only
going threw Jesus Christ can you go to the father and ask the father in the name of his son Jesus
for the Holy Spirit, and if you ask with a true heart, and Believe, he will give you the living
water [Holy Spirit]. God said in his word [you will seek me and you will find me after you seek me
with all your heart], so it is up to everyone to go to the throne of all power.
Its up to you, its up to me, to go to the throne of God
Before Christ Jesus died on the cross and gave himself as the pure
Lamb of God we could not go to the throne, it could only be accessed once a year by the high
priest. Who would go into the holy of holies behind the vale that separated man form God, One time
a year he would sprinkle blood for the sins of all the people, but after Christ Jesus gave himself
one time for all the sins of the world we now we can go boldly to the throne of God ourselves.
Jesus broke down the wall of sin that was a gap between God and us. So when we go to the throne and
stand before God we need not be ashamed because we go to him in the name of Jesus so he sees Jesus
not us, we go there in his Authority and Righteousness, not ours.
Now I can only say that God is absolutely real and alive. The closer
you get to and know the lord Jesus the more you see the manifestation of him in this realm, and the
better you know his calling for your life. To fear God is the beginning of
May you let God bless you"
Jesus Came to Me in Person (in
2, 2005, I terry witness this, it was 3 o'clock in the morning. I heard wind, then he
appeared looking like A 2ft x 5ft tornado in the cab of the semi truck, when the spinning wind
stopped it became and was the form and shape of a man.
He said with a loud voice, "I am the lord your GOD and besides me
there is no other". At this point as he appeared I looked at him right in the face, His face was
full of a fierce anger, his body looked like flowing energy that was tan in color, after seeing his
face 1 time I did not look at his face again for the next 2 days because I felt I was not worthy to
look upon his face or worthy for him to look upon my face. The magnitude of his presents
cannot be put into words. The power of his voice was overwhelming and cannot be defined or
titled or put into words. I felt totally exposed and vulnerable at his presents. Then
he said, " I am giving you your deliverance, I am setting the captive free, I have cast out the
demons again, you have your healing and your salvation so now stand".
Then he said "I am going into my temple and tare out the furniture
and tare down the walls and build a new temple and bring in heavenly furniture and we will go in
and sup together" , then he leaned forward and put His hands together and became a stream of
energy or electricity that flowed right into my chest, I could feel him enter my
Then I started to feel better and almost lighter as if heavy sin was
being removed, this went on for about 30 minutes or so.
At about 3:00am he came back out the way he went in, a stream of
flowing energy came out of my chest and formed a man shape and stood in front of me, I kept my head
down a little so i would not look at his face, then he stepped to my rite and stood there for 10-15
min, I was petrified so I sat there driving the semi truck for that 10-15 min and nothing was said,
I could not stop crying or shaking.
He made it
clear he was angry about the way I have been living because I was living for him part of the time
not all of the time.
I was very scared and said LORD GOD you are going to give me a heart
attack, and He said " I will take your heard of stone and give you a heart of flesh and with your
new heart I will give you a new song", now it took him only one second for him to do and say this,
he reached his hand into my chest and gave me a new heart, and pulled his hand out and said "And a
new song" as 4 stars flew from his finger tips, now as soon as the stars him me a song started, the
music was beautiful and not of this world, it sounded like singing angels as the song filled the
cab of the truck, this was the first song of 4 songs in a roll I heard, I have played the drums for
20 years and believe you me the timing and notes were not of this world, very very lovely
Now at this point a great peace came over me and i felt blessed and pure.
Then he calmed down and his fierce fury and anger left him and he was
no longer angry, but before in his anger I was and am sure that no man or army's or weapons or
powers of any kind could go against him and live or stand.
Then he stood in front of me and put his hands together and became
that flowing stream of energy that flowed into my chest.
Now the next thing I know we are standing together at the front doors of a large temple.
The doors opened and we walked in, at this point he was in the form of a man made with flesh and
bone, he had on a great robe, it was white.
Now the temple was made of gold , but the floor was made of bright
At the back of the temple was a great throne made of gold, the back
of the throne was very high and beautiful, we are standing just inside the temple doors and to our
right is a large table set with food, the table was 3ft x 40ft long, we walked over to the table
sat down and started to eat, we said nothing at supper, then he stood up and walked over to his
throne and he sat down.
I got up just enough to go to the floor with my face on the floor and
I crawled to the corner of the temple by the table, I kept my face to the floor as low as I could
get. With my hands over my face I cried and wept in the corner.
After a little a little time passed I felt I had to go to his throne,
so I said Lord God and he said "yes", I said may I come to your throne and he said "come", so I
crawled to him with my face to the floor, I was crying and trembling. I started kissing his
feet and washing them with my tears. Now the love and compassion coming from him was over
Then I felt
not worthy even to kiss his feet so I said "Lord" and he said "yes" I said may I leave your throne,
He said "yes", so I kept my face to the floor and crawled back to the corner where I was before and
with my hands over my face I stayed there bowed down crying and weeping.
After what seemed to be about 10 minutes my heart started to yearn
for him overwhelmingly so I said "lord", he said "yes", I said can I come back to your
throne, he said "come", so I crawled back to him with my face to the floor, I reached his feet and
with much crying and weeping I started to kiss his feet again.
I knew he could read my mind and I knew I thought I was not worthy to
look upon his face.
After what seemed to be about 5 minutes I said " lord" He said "yes",
I said "may I leave your throne". He said "yes", so I crawled back to the corner like before and
stayed there crying with my hands over my face bowed down.
After a little while I yearned for him again, everything in me and of
me was saying go back to him, I must go back , so I said "Lord" he said "yes", I said "May I come
back to your throne, he said "yes" so I started crawling back to him like before face down and
Now this was the 3rd time I went to his thrown, I was kissing His feet and washing them with my
Then I said "Lord", he said "yes", I said "May I leave your throne",
he said "yes", so with my face to the floor I crawled only 2 feet and he said "stand up and walk
back like a son", so I stood up happy and tall and walked back to the table where we had ate
before, I sat there about 10 minutes with my hands over my face.
Then he stood up and walked over to me. I stood up and we walked
together to the other side of the large table where there was a small table, on the small table was
a diagram of what I would do.
Then he said "I am giving you a new name, your new name is the
messenger and the witness, you are in my hand and I am in your heart and I have blessed you before
the foundation of the world, you were in Christ during his resurrection, I am sending you to stand
in front of many people", I said "Lord god I can't do that", he said " I have taken your
soiled rags and giving you a robe of righteousness, I will give you the power and the boldness and
go before you and I will open the door and you will enter in and the rivers will be full and the
shade shall be plenty".
I said "why me Lord", He said "You are a tree I have been pruning and
trimming for my purpose and glory.
Now tell the people I gave them this message, I have sent you and if
they know me they will receive you because you are of me, and if they receive you not it is because
they know not me who sent you, and if they know not me who sent you they will be damned.
I am your God and besides me there is no other, I have life in my
hand. I the lord have spoke it.
"I am He,
when you come to my throne you bring with you fear in one hand and trembling in the other hand, do
not bring with you idle talk or children's games for there is a fierce war in heaven and earth,
after you enter into the kingdom then you will rejoice and be glad, but for now bring with you fear
Then he pointed down at the diagram on the small table and said "here
you are standing in front of many people and you will do very good for a time and reaching many,
you will stand and your ministry will stand, and right here you will leave and go straight through
the gates of the kingdom and enter into the kingdom".
Your robe is already there waiting for you, and your crown is there
Then He said "All of your family will be saved and enter the
Now the next thing I know we are back in the cab of the semi truck,
He is standing to my right and I am driving just like before we went into his temple.
The truck was not stopped or pulled over at any time, it is now
4:30am, I was amazed and crying and thinking of all he had told me, then he said " I am going into
my temple ". Then he turned into that stream of energy again and flowed into my chest
We did not talk for the next hour but the music was still coming out
of me, the music was loud, the music was not of this world, it was so beautiful and sounded like
singing angels, maybe 10 or 15 of them.
Now at about 6 o'clock I was wondering if he was still in me so i
said "Lord God", and he said "I am here", so i drove till about 7 o'clock and arrived at my
delivery and pick-up point, in Coalinga CA at I-5 Hwy and 198 Hwy, I arrived 3 minutes early and
traded trucks with the driver from the south from Fontana CA I started my return trip at 7:15am,
now as I was driving I would remember parts of what happened so I would pull over and write them
down and I pulled over many times on the way back.
Now then the Lord spoke from inside me he sounded like many lions
roaring at the same time, and sometimes He sounded as soft as a lamb.
I arrived back at the truck terminal in Willows at 12:30pm, I got in
my car and started to drive home.
So I arrived
home and sat down shaking and crying, I could not stop, it was so intense, I just sat there shaking
My wife was soon home and I started to tell her all that had happened
to me, she started crying saying thank you Jesus thank you Lord.
We wept together and cried together for the rest of the
I did sleep before going back to work but not much.
I woke up and got ready for work, I left for work at 12:45am on day
Now normally I would pray at this time when I first start driving,
asking the Lord to watch over me and my driving, and to protect my family while I am away, but I
was still shuck up from what happened and did not feel like praying or talking to the Lord right
then so I said "Lord" He said "I am here", I said "I'm still shook up from yesterday, is it okay if
we talk later, He said "yes" so i kept on driving and wondering what would happen
Now when the Lord would talk His voice came right out of me because
he was inside of me, it was not a little small voice inside me like I sometimes here, when he
talked for these 2days his voice was as fierce as a lion or sounded like many waterfalls sometimes
his voice was as meek as a lamb, very calm, but always clear just the way it sounds when someone is
in the room talking, his voice filled the car or cab of the truck, I heard it with regular
So I got to work at 1:45am, picked up the semi truck and drove south on I-5 like normal.
At about 4am there was a strong rushing wind that came out of me in
the form of a tornado, it just sat to my right spinning for a minute, it was about 3ft by 4ft
It stopped, he was in the form of a man but was red in color, bright
red and look like flowing electricity, I looked and in his right hand was a big red ball, it was
about the size of a basketball and it looked like bright red flowing electricity or
He said with a loud voice "receive ye fire", and he slammed the red
ball on my chest, it exploded on me and went all over me and in me, I was jerking back and
The energy was so strong it took my breath, I had to catch my breath
then I looked over and He now has a big blue ball in his right hand, and it looked like energy or
electricity, this blue ball was bigger than the red ball and he was bigger to.
Then he said with a loud voice "Receive Ye Hold Ghost", then he
slammed it on my chest and it exploded on me and went over me and in me again, and again I was
jerking back and forth, I had to catch my breath again, and he said in a loud voice, "Many men have
cried and many men would have died to see what you have seen".
Then he put
his hands together and turned into a stream of energy that flowed into my chest again.
So I sat there dringing and thinking.
Now at about 5am he came out of me again the same way , loud wind and
a spinning tornado, when he stopped he was in the form as before, tan in color.
Then he said in a loud voice "put on the whole Armor of GOD and keep
your eyes on JESUS and your heart on the HOLY GHOST, I am giving you gifts of the
I said what gift's LORD, he said "Discerning of spirit's and the
ability to cast out evil spirit's", then I said what other gift's Lord, He said "Let it be
according to your faith".
then went back inside me, so I sat there driving the truck and
I arrived at Colinga CA at about 7:30am, traded trucks and started
back north at 7:45
At 8:45am, I said LORD, he said "yes", I said I am sorry they
crucified you he said "it is all right it had to be done".
I arrived back at the willows terminal at 1:00pm and got in my car heading for
Then he said "On the 3rd day I will reveal what you
should do, and go to the church and have the elders out there hands on you and anointing you with
oil so that you will receive your healing."
When I got home I was wondering what the Lord
would reveal (tomorrow) on the 3rd day, so I sat there rested and prayed, I was thinking about all
that had happened over the last 2 days, I went to bed early at about 7:30pm.
I woke up early at 5am, it was the 3rd day and i was excited about
what the Lord would reveal that I should do, and it did not take him long to do it.
I said "LORD", he said nothing, I said "LORD", he said nothing "Oh no
my LORD your gone". Then he revealed to me what I should do.I had thought and was thinking that he
was going to be in me in POWER and talk to me as I went on my mission and talk to me as I did my
ministry, in other words to hold my hand every step of the way, and to guide me, but now I realize
that I must go forth in faith and as a man, and walk in the spirit, as a son of GOD. Now go forth
as a boy having my hand held.
Now I know
he is inside me, I know he will lead me, but I wanted to hear his voice like I did, and see him
come out of me as a rushing wind, I wanted to ask him questions and hear his answers, to just stand
in his presents and feel the love and compassion coming from him.
When I realized he was not going to be in me and with me in that kind
of POWER I broke down real bad and started crying very bitterly, I sat there crying and pleading to
him LORD, LORD, please come back, I need to hear your voice again.
Well I was not able to call him back to me, that does not surprise me
because I did not call him to me the first time, he came to me when he was ready, I was not even
I am nothing special, just a man who believes that GOD will do what
he wants, when he wants, and who he wants according to his will, and I know he will complete his
work in me.
I LOVE YOU OH MY GREAT LORD &
MY KING & MY LIFE
sent to me 3 October 2010 (& subsequent e-mails).
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[posted December 7, 2010]
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